07 December 2010

07-12-2010

2 subjects down, 2 more subjects to go.
I still have Calculus and Microeconomics exam,
I wish I can do it very well or else I will feel so depress, I'm sure
Calculus, I can't aim HD or D anymore
Blame myself because of I'm lazy to do revision
End up all the quiz result like a piece of shit! Awwwww
Exam on Friday, I still have a little time to do revision
Just a little time but at least better than never do revision LOL

Hope I didn't screwed up my CTS and IE,
the most toughest subject, please don't failed

After Friday, I can enjoy my holiday!



I always blame myself,
I can't make everything as perfect as everybody will happy
I hate I'm always in dilemma,
I try to escape when I'm in dilemma.
I don't know how to make it perfect,
maybe because of I'm not a person who can make good decision
I feel guilty when I hurt other people's feeling,
I always think that I'm not a good friend or good daughter
Sometimes, I was thinking like "you guys no need to treat me so nice because of.....it's not worth to be"


OMG, I should not think like that,
is gonna Christmas soon,
I should not spread my emo virus to everybody!


is thinking about should I make a video?

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