Failure is Me

"yennie, chill up! yennie, don't sad! yennie, don't cry! oh my god, how come will failed?"

I heard about all these sentence many many times today.
Know why? I'm seriously get a bad result in final exam.
My result very cute.
From top to bottom.
1 Distinction, 2 Pass and 1 Fail,
and yes, my English failed.
Congratulation to me,
I need to prepare money to retake this subject. wtf!
I'm shock when I looked to the result,
tears almost fall down when people asked about my result.
I'm disappointed,
guess what?
I know my English suck like shit but is not bad till get failed.
But my total marks before final exam is not bad.
How come I can't get only 16 marks to pass this subject?!
Oh shit!
As what I said before,
I'm loser, I'm crap, I'm idiot, I'm such a failure,
It's fact.

And yes, I know what meaning of "what is done is done"
I tried to think positive.
But when I think about my result again,
it's broke my mood again.

Even though my Maths get Distinction,
I don't feel happy.
Is not I want to get,
HD flied away.

Conputing Principle,
I though I can get it at least Credit.

Only 1 subject I surprised with,
Study Skill, luckily I pass it.
Failed English is better than failed Study Skill, for me!

Try your best in your next semester!
Yes, I know it.
I'll chill up, but not now. Give me some time. Will be alright.